i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me

2008-05-10T20:24:00.006+08:00

A lil update before i unofficially start work on monday,have to attend their training program and have to do many this and that. One good thing,its held in the morning,and i guess i probably will get e feel for e screwed working hours not that soon yet.

After 5 months of waiting, i settled the appointment contract yday and one good news is that, i reckon that i wont be only newbie in my dept. And the bad news is that.. another newbie look quite fierce leh. Well, i dun wanna to join the grp of people that judge a book by its cover.. maybe after getting along,she's fine leh?

Sometimes, i think human is the most complicated species. For example, when they hv not told me when to start work, i cant wait to start immed. And now i hving a mixed feeling about starting work...

maybe life could be simpler if everyone is equal.

2008-05-03T14:55:00.004+08:00

The Craziest Swim

As above, we did the craziest thing yesterday or rather this morning.

We were eating at ecp and we decided to go into the sea around 3am.

It was impromptu la.

So,we swim with our clothes. (okay, u can swim w/o clothes too. LOL)

The water very salty ah,and my makeup was ruined la. LOL

But its really feel different to be in the sea at night. Very cooling etc.

Went to eat mac breakfast and everyone was like looking at us.

Cos we were all wet.

Lucky for me, i wasnt wearing white top.

Sometimes, its a good way to enjoy life by doing things that u nv tot you will do.

who cares about eyeliner smudges,orbaka eyes, messy hair, smelly body.

Just dump all the tots behind and enjoy.

But theres only one thing in my mind, to stay or to leave?

more crazy stuff,pleasssseee.

2008-05-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

Its 11am,and i can't imagine im here blogging. FYI: I slept at friggin 8am.
The whole house is empty, worst they talked until so loud and woke me up so many times to ask me this ask me that,and then one by one they went out and left me aloneeeeee. Its ph leh..

Woke pple up liao den dumped me at home!

So im here blogging, with a plate of chwee kuay and milk to accompany me. At the same time waiting for some starhub pple to do some sitesurvey and some free gifts from them..heh.

the friggin weather makes me super pekchek,ohhowimissthismorningniceweather mood.

On a sidenote, i haven been blogging recently.
Reasons being:
1) Too lazy
2) Nothing to update
3) No mood
4) No time

"whats the purpose of a blog?"

A platform for you to talk about everything you want? Use it to target on anyone?
I had changed my url for a few times, not because i very eng,nothing to do, but because theres bound to be someone who reads your blog liao den unhappy of the content. Maybe,they misunderstood everything. And thats when,they blogged about you,stuff that you will shake your head and feel like pointing middle finger and shit them. Okay,maybe people are still quite selective abt what they wanna read. Anyways, thats not the point, i believe you can comment on anything or your pov,but not to the extend of insulting people.

For e.g. "why these people still exist in this world"
" 真是丢女人的脸 "

and when we came upon this acquaintance(those kind you see liao,also will act like never see) blog, i/we laughed. Whos the one crying like a baby over bgr? Whos the one keep blogging about bf,bf,bf?

真是丢女人的脸~~

what goes around..comes around.

2008-04-15T07:34:00.000+08:00

the tot of seeing him kena caught and the expression i will see on his face makes me excited.

to the extend that i cant really sleep much. im supposed to wake up ard 11 plus..but 6am and im here surfing net,eating my breakfast.

whether to call him a cheater,i dunno.but if he's cheater,he's stupid one. AND a shitty one.

few hundred bucks leh.can have dunno how many plates of chicken rice etc. haven include transportation,meals,and pity our feet :(

now we're starting to hate redplate cars. LOL.

digressing a lil, dinner-ed at sunset bay yday,the food wasnt that fantastic,but the pizzas really yummy.

good ambiance,nice company. heh. though the feeding skills abit clumsy.and i know you wont pass me,even if i reach the standard right.EVIL.

steamboat buffet again, we're seafood lovers man. lets go again?!

subway with bestie,(cannot call speckys le) and shopping at ntuc. Bumped into LK* man. aww.

too many late nights and mummy is grumbling. LOL.

too shag to the extend that, somedays i wake up brush teeth and go down makam with messy hair,pale face,super tired and dark circles. those who knows me well,shld know i will never do that. LOL

scary eh.

2008-04-08T02:23:00.003+08:00

I cant really say that im slacking,cos everyday im feeling tired.
late nights really ko-ed me. worst still,after late nights,theres always early breakfast.
so..hmm i will always be on the bed not earlier than 10am?

panda eyes,and ballon'tummy here i come

Bishan's carrot cakes;black and white, really yummy. Maybe cos i was hungry. I ate 2 plates plus 1 hokkien mee at one go. those aunties and uncles were like woah. Supper leh.. and im still not full.

Guess i m going to become the regular customer there..cos they hv been seeing us for like a week. LOL.

oh,arnolds was delivered to my hse,and its not soggy or wadever,still nice.esp the cheesy with potato chips.

steamboat buffet with bestie at bedok,was enjoying. we were not full after eating for like 3 hrs plus. The people there already gave us face lor.... but crabs were yummy.

and not forgetting the fact that,we finally went to the recaptured cafe at jalan eunos. we talked abt it for so long,and finally.

food's really special leh...dessert were nice. and the prices are reasonable. one more hangout place! (:

2008-03-31T07:40:00.004+08:00

ROJAK-feeling

how i wish, im as strong as a elephant(???) able to carry the heavy load

and overcome all the barriers.

i hate how funny funny stuff cropped up from no where and ruined everything.

why life cannot be more simpler?

i hate how life is so unpredictable..

but yet its the unpredictable stuff that makes life?

its never easy to stand firm,
when everyone is giving you different opinions and pov.

"give me a firm place to stand, and i will you the earth"

2008-03-29T04:00:00.001+08:00

19/3/08- 23/3/08 - Times Expo Booksales

As usual, work was tiring. Legs aching,back aching too.

You cant imagine the crowds.

And how some people will buy over a few thousands of books.

Well,this time round the experience wasnt that great,due to some conflicts.

No extra incentives or what also. Not like we wanna be one,

but we are just doing our work mah.

Okay,abit cocky here. LOL.

Hmm.. I always feel that chineses are not the racists one..
its always the other way round. Be it during work..or breaks.

My poor lwt and speckys, were bullied. :(

Anyways, i think my attitude towards them was bad enough. And they can sensed it.

Suria channel,doesnt mean we don understand lor.

Anyways, though it was tiring,some of the company was great!
Speckys,zimmy,fadzzy and lwt!
We work,we slack,and we take pics!

Of cos, the journey home always made my day. =)

Now, I hv a lil library at home,so many books to read.

Nua-ing,read-ing,slack-ing.

/Next,ruleno1 was not scary la! but zimmy screamed like loud.

Dinner at simpang with moks was good, barney and i like couple leh. LOL

/Nightout at east coast was okay too. And im not direction idiot man!

/kbox was bad. Because i find someone who sings worst den me.LOL. and its annoying.

Pitch so high. And to make thing worst, slept at 7am and woke up at 9.

/really cannot judge a book by its cover. that what i learnt. :(

you you you,very annoying!

PICS

2008-03-19T02:14:00.002+08:00

In a few hours time, gonna lose my sweet freedom and work my ass off.

Tired legs,and everything.

If you see someone looking very lok cok or what,its me. :(

Travel to n fro,squeezing with people in e bus n train.

I always enjoy working there,though the pay is really miserable.

It can barely cover our expenses there.

How about this?

Someone tempted me with

"the beauty of writin your own pay cheque". Hah

2008-03-17T03:51:00.001+08:00

Life is pretty much the same..

with the 5S; -SLACK,SLEEP,SHIT,SNACK,SEX.

okay,the last one is fake la, you cant expect me do with the tv or the pc right? LOL.

The zoo trip, was considered fun,except for the rain. and Hi-chews!

Many pics but not with me.

The trip to indo on monday,was alright. i made a lot of friends!some evil ones.

Anyways, you cant missed out food. Donuts, currychicken, botakjones, happyhourswestern, kolomee, sarawaklaksa, buffets ,mac, kfc, fishncos, brownies, porridge, chendol, chickenwings, steamboat, curry fish head, ice mangopomelo, indomaggiemee, nasilemaks, yongtauhu, dimsums,snacks. Almost all were my dinner and suppers for the past 2 weeks.

I dunno why.. maybe cos of the cravings. Worst,my gastric cannot take too spicy stuff leh,if not its time to go toilet. And im growing sideway man. Time to get my feet on the track and get rid of the round face!

A: you everytime eat not scare fat meh..

Me: okay la..scare but most scare of the face fat

A: den other parts leh?

Me: other parts still not so scare la. can hide wad. dun wear sleeveless can hide arms..

dun wear slim fit top can hide tummy.. dun wear jeans can hide thighs wad. face cannot hide what.

A: can what, use plastic bag and cover la. or hide at home

And guess what, ended up i never reply. Cos, no mood to lame ard.

No one says we cant lame around,but sometimes when you're not in the mood,or not with the right person, everything is not funny.

Or, maybe put it this way

people who you hold close to your heart - everything is funny. ROFL

wrong person - everything is lame,not funny. downright stupid. "diao"

Hit the spot right,people?

Back to the main point, no more interviews! no more trying to gain experience. The first co. that i sent my resume to few months ago,has recruited me! Count myself lucky. Im not ace student, not with fantastic results, dun hv excellent interview skills, screwed up the second round interview(really! something that you will never want it to be happened on you) and with the blur face,yet i got it without hving to go for the 3rd round. So tell me am i lucky? But crossed my fingers that i wont be jobless,FAST.

Work is another thing, i cant possibly survive in this everything-is-abt-the-damn-paper,not toilet paper,or maybe it is, in Singapore right. So juggling between studies and work gonna be my life for this 2 years. Awwwwwww. But i guess hard work,will pays off yea? Oh, play hard too!

Work probably not gonna start until ard mid april,and i gonna work at TIMES for a few days next week,like again. (just that with the moks and lwt!) Oh the days will be, Bk for lunchndinner, 12hrs standing; poor legs, long pants, no slipper,LIKE I CARE!

"hello sir,paying by"?

"morning sir"

"thank you"

and the smile until want to die smile. :(

PS: Sky of love was not bad. Quite nice. Abit touching. 3.9 popcorns.

March Babies

2008-03-07T15:44:00.003+08:00

March Babies

1/3/1988

Specky's Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Cheers to our friendship and hope its really "friends till the end".

You hv been tolerating my bullshit for 7 years,continue yea?

Seriously, i learnt a lot from you (be it good or bad LOL)

and if u say that im the one whos able to brainwashed you with all my reasons n nonsense,

i would say that "no,its the other way round"

I promise you that i will be a better friend. (:

and changchangjiujiu with zim!

3/3/1988

Raym's Birthday!

From someone that i talk to quite often to
the never or seldom contact friend!

Forever happy-go-lucky guy.

Time flies,got to know you since yr1 and pooff..now we have "graduated"

Happy Birthday to you,

happy ns-ing soon and hope money will drop from the sky la!

5/3/1985

Kellim's Birthday!

My "twin" HEH. We share the same name. Remember "lamers2"? Yes,we are lame.

Not me alone leh. hope you enjoy ur current life and continue ur passion for cooking okay.

I will be your guninea pig!

6/3/19**

KS.Koh's Birthday!

I shall keep your years as secret! HEH.

The never-fail-to-smile guy no matter wat happened, dian si ren leh!

The 18+cm height and body, mi si ren leh!

The face,xia si ren la! LOL

I hv wished everything in the sms and hope u hv enjoyed ur bday in school!

and hmmm chang2jiu2 with ur gf?!

Pisceans are romantic and sentimental people, with a well-developed sensitivity for pain in others. They are patient and tolerant with those who need assistance, even if those people don know it themselves.

Their innate compassion suits Pisceans for work involving animals, for they see that humans have a responsibility to look after all living creatures.

Being sensitive people, Pisceans need encouragement to succeed and, if encouraged, they can excel in artistic and creative endeavours.

Relationships

In relationships, Pisceans are romantic and loyal. They tend to place their partners on a pedestal and ignore their faults. They are devoted to those they love and are usually prepared to sacrifice a great deal to ensure their partners happiness.

Pisceans need to guard against the lost dog syndrome? That is, they tend to collect partners who are lost and in need of love and compassion, then spend the entire relationship depleting their own reserves of energy to help their partners improve their lives. In some cases, Pisceans will build up their partners confidence, only to have their partners leave them for other relationships

Health

Pisceans can experience difficulties with their feet, including circulation problems, fluid retention, corns or simply unusually shaped feet, which can make finding the right shoes difficult. The mucous membranes and the glands of the body are also areas Pisceans need to be aware of in order to enjoy good health.

Being psychically sensitive, Pisceans need to ensure a balanced, positive work and home environment as their health can suffer if they are surrounded by negativity.

2008-03-04T23:58:00.005+08:00

Pictures for the past few weeks.

anyways,last wed was the judgement day for the yr3s.

and im pretty satisfied,

i think everyone tried their best for the final lap.

some stuff were cleared i guess (??) ,and i guess communication is very impt yea?

and kfc lunch with lwt at paya almost starved us to death.

interviews and interviews. zzz

ria, csb mock interview really a lot easier eh. LOL.

2008-03-02T17:23:00.004+08:00

F.R.I.E.N.D.S T.I.L.L T.H.E E.N.D ?

I saw 2 girls in their uniform quarrelling in the train platform.

1 girl was shouting at her friend. Then, she cried.

Her friend wanted to lose her cool..but ended up pacified the girl when she saw tears.

Watching the scene, i tot of the past.

Can we make it this time round?

Me: I think if we go to the same school we will be the noisest in class lor.

I think if got you, i dun need any friends in class lor.

2008-02-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Time for my rusty blog,if not prissy has nothing to read! (:

1) Tien Kong Day/9th Day

- Spent the whole morning in the market getting the necessary stuff.

- The pair of sugarcane is enough to kill me.

- The evening was spent cutting red flowers and folding incense papers.

- After midnight was spent burning those stuff.

- So i was on extremely busy on vday doing such stuff.

LOL. But i still do appreciate those lil flowers.

2) Yuen Xiao Jie/15th

- Reunion dinner was spent in Indo. So we had our family dinner on the 15th.

- As usual,morning was in the market buying veg,chicken,duck etc

- The whole afternoon and evening was busy cooking the dinner.

- Of cos,the Hakka Yong Tao Hu!

And i guess its obvious i like dao pok more than the doufu! I put more fillings inside. Heh.

Fillings,mixture of lots of stuff. Hv to chop it into small small pieces. It costs nearly 200bucks and 2 hrs chopping leh.

But its yummy la!

3) Trips to SGH

-Brought my mum for screenings,xrays and checkups.

Gastrics inflammation still not okay and now suspected that the colon hving problems.

Hope theres nothing serious.

- Last sat, i saw taypinghui at SGH,with his brother!

His brother look like him leh and better looking.

-No straw for the vitagen,and they gave me a big straw for it.

The nasilemak was not bad! Cafe angsana at SGH.

and they asked me whether i am a doctor here.LOL

4) Fairs,kbox,retail theraphy and gossiping sessions.

- I have been seeing ST LEO always everyday!

And we hv new stuff added in our stupid-thing list.

- Kbox with money and st leo. Seriously,we were like mad woman.

- ASA etc fair at suntec, our legs were breaking.

- Dessert session with ST,and she almost puke due to her wrong choice.

Hah. I was trying St Leo spects. NICE?! LOL

Guess who was in the fitting room with me/

-And yesterday, we ran from one end of dhoby gaut to another end.

One more thing added to our stupid thing list!

Heh. and next,was Natas Fair at Expo and..watson..popular.

We talked and laughed until our stomach really pain.

In the train, we almost laughed until we fell.

Anyway, the package for trips were not that good. :(

5) The J.

- The abit toot toot, abit kuku, abit fat, abit clumsy, abit bald, the self proclaimed wolf,

everytime fake sick (he must be thinking: i where gt fake sick!) yet strong person

- Alil lunch, a lot of late dinner with the J.

- Terrible Hokkien Mee, Dry Fried Rice, Average xiao guo mian, muslim fish n chip,

Nachos, Fried oysters, meesua,rice,herbal tea. Anymore?

- Everything will be okay alright? I can lend u my ears,my shoulders,my big head. LOL

CNY AT INDO PART 1

2008-02-22T14:24:00.001+08:00

CNY AT INDO PART 1

10 things I Miss About Moro Island:

1) the washing of dishes with the minimal water

1) we travelled up the highest part of Moro Island by bike and legs.

2) the chickens. they are crazy. They cluck loudly at 3.30am,4.30am and 5.30am.

3) "Xiao Lan Jiao"- stick to me from the 1st to the last day. Always want me to carry her around.

Hardcore gambler! She can wake up in e middle of the night to play blackjack. But she's also the one i miss the most. Heh.

4) Dito- abit slow slow one. But cute! He's a boy btw.

5) The stars and fireflies.

6) The Feast. Everyday.

7) Sleep at 4am. Wake up at 7am. Automatic.

8) Motorbikes right. No helmet!

9) No warm water for bath,including the 7am bath.

10) Secret. Hah.

2008-02-19T15:08:00.005+08:00

Anyone who knows or who is

-looking for new car

- or trade in old car for new car

Please leave your contact at:

nonova@live.com.sg

2008-02-03T14:29:00.000+08:00

A short post before im out to CCK!

I missed out the day with the girls on friday!

I seriously still cursing "why that day..whyy"

Only the girls know what im refering yea.

LOL. But i think they enjoyed themselves without me! :(

Anyway,the late dinner with rz and vian "compensated" everything.

The dinner at "Aston" was not bad, its located near katong,at east coast road.

My portion was big! Maybe the people there like me.

HEH.ok,im just kidding alright.

But my crispy fried chicken,fries and baked potatoes

was really big compared to vian's share.

Anyway,guess how much my one costs?! $5.90!!!

I took some pics b4 the batt went flat..but im lazy to upload it.

What a pity was that,3 of us forgot to take photos. :(
Nevermind,thats a next time yea.

Lots of crapping and gossiping.

Of cos,the guy sitting next to our table becums our heh,gossiping topic. LOL.

Not because he is good looking, cute.. or whatever.

But he was so..Zzzzz. Really haolian kind! LOL

Well,a simple and nice dinner with them around(:

Digressing alil, my mum's english is really power la!

She was telling my brother..

"eh, u dun like to eat fruits den later u go buy a jaguar drink okay"

Den my brother and i burst out laughing. I told my brother

"eh,mummy want u to buy jaguar and drink leh,LOL"

What she meant was to buy some guava drink la.

Later in the day, she asked my brother

"why you buy lux body foam? bandung better ma"

my brother, "???? bandung?"

den i ran out from my room laughing,

"mummy,use bandung later very sticky a lot of ants one leh"

den my brother laughed and told her its dettol.

Okay, i know not really funny la,but funny to me leh.

My mum's eng not good..and its okay,cos same like me.

But her malay super good la.

Well,time to get my ass out of the house!

2008-02-01T02:27:00.000+08:00

Heh. Not post-bday entry because.. EXAM IS OVER!

Nothing taste as sweet as freedom!

though i was cursed during the paper :(

No more mugging at mac or library!

But seriously, this time round no more burn midnight oil!

Revision was really quite a breeze! So i wasnt stress out over it.

Viwawa-ing most of the time!

Imagine how much kilos i put on after eating so many mac's meal!

and all the candy empire's chocos!

anyway, before the paper i was telling moneyeng,

"eh.. u go back for cny den come back no need see us le,
today last day le leh"

den she was like "ah eeyy..don want. come back find you okay"

thats when i realised how time flies, and theres another big decision for us to make.

But after talking so much,i will be seeing the girls tml!

and i almost fell into the toilet bowl while bathing. Im not kidding!

luckily i hv a big ass,if not i cant imagine wats the consequences.

oh random, shorter hair again!

Ever feel that the days when everything could be talk under the sun are long gone,

we are too busy with our own lifes that i feel we act more like strangers.

Maybe we are just too busy that we couldnt even bother.
Maybe. Hah.

2008-01-25T01:06:00.000+08:00

At this hour..

i just finished one bowl of chicken soup with dang gui,its my fourth bowl!

half pot of ma you ji with lu danS,

and a sardine sandwich.

But what i need now.. its pig brain soup! MUGGING. But wheres the mood?

mugging is never more fun than this(:

next entry,post-bday

2008-01-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR COOKIES

*- Pineapple tarts

50 pcs $21.00 (Big)

25 pcs $11.00 (Small)

-Cashewnut cookies

330g @ $12.00

*-Peanut cookies

400g @ $7.50

*-Chocolate chip cookies

500g $11.00 (Big)

250g $6.00 (Small)

*-Mosselie cookies

45 pcs @ $8.00

-Cornflake cookie

490g $14.00 (Big)

290g $7.00 (small)

-Kueh lapis

1kg @ $27.00

-Prawn roll

370g @ $8.50

*-Butter cookies

40pcs @ $6.00

-Coconut cookies

25pcs @ $4.50

P/S: Love letters currently out of stock,but if ure interested too can let me know(:

those in (*) are the super hot favourites.

and oh, 10% discount for all my dear friends!

contact me: nonova@live.com.sg

2008-01-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

life is really busy.

Last week was tiring. financial planning,treasury operations and csb down. Gem was over too, glad our last min work was up to the expectation. Hopefully we din throw the year3 students face la,since we 3s are the only final year students.

Past few days were spent travelling to SGH,like again. And The Dominant one do not enjoy taking bus or never take train b4,so the money were spent on cab. Oh,the yong tau hu in SGH is yummy,the curry as the base..the dao pok..

Why girls have PMS? Like my sister lor. We quarrelled in the hospital. LOUDLY. From the ward..all the way to the vending machine. A guy queued behind us was shock. Can see leh, imagine standing like 50cm away..slowly 75 cm..den 1 metre. I quarrelled until so pek chek,den i walked away. My sis worst, she took the drink liao,den slammed the hmm you know that "door".

Funny thing was.. on e way back to the ward.. i thought of this, the usual scene frm shows "here is hospital, you all want to quarrel pls go outside". So i like smile to myself,and my sis tot i smile t her. like shit.

We always fight,quarrel and everything. But ended up we still the closest one.

2008-01-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

It seems like a while since i last blogged. But its like a few days ago leh.

Anyways,i was really busy. REALLY. and also my com crashed.I wasnt able to online for like 2 days,

and i was supposed to get a powerpoint done for my gem.

But like the saying.. " chuang dao qiao tuo zi ran zhi",

if anyone cant understand this sentence,dont bother trying!

Cos i think my hanyupinyin getting rusty la!

In the end, i got the slides done,and the presentation went pretty well! And thats like really the final presentation for my poly life(:

and my com got reformatted. no more songs, no more pictures! and i haven install some cds,so not able to upload too.

Digressing a little, remember i said my mum is a weirdo? I think she's really weird.

The story goes like this:

Last few days, it was raining. So im supposed to like help her buy 4d,the usual stuff.

Me: Mami, give me umbrella..

Mom: cant find leh.. think got people stole our umbrella leh. Nvm la,no rain liao.. no need umbrella.

Me: orh la.

And guess what?! It was like raining heavily la. The problem lies here, if i went back to take umbrella,i cant make it on time to buy the 4d. So what to do, "yu zhong man bu" lor.

Luckily, there was this very nice guy,very gentleman la. He approached me and asked me whether i want to share the umbrella. Being the very shy one, of cos i said its okay. But he persisted.

Guy: Eh, u want to share umbrella?

Me: ohh..no need,its okay *with a smiling face*

Guy: share la,rain so heavily.

Me: orh,thanks leh.

Guy: So where u wanna go?

Me: oh i want go there..*point there* u?

Guy: oh, i want go there.

Me: oh,but u gonna bring me until my place right?

Guy: oh,sure no problem.

Me: dunno later go home will still continue rain not..

Guy: ....

I super thick skinned la. I guess he must be thinking "still say dun want umbrella..but now like still can ask me bring here and there"

And him saw me and this stranger. AWWW.

Okay, i realised my mum is the weird one. And im the stupid one. I shldnt have believe her that it was not raining.

2008-01-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, my mum is quite a weirdo..

1) She woke me up in the middle of the night and asked me to charge her hp

2) Again,she woke me up in the middle of the night and asked me what time my brother gonna wake up..

3) When we want to wash our clothes,she always stop us and said that she will do it later. Then, she starts complaining we do not wash our clothes..

4) She asked us to buy any food for her. When we buy it home, she dont want to eat. Worst, she got pissed off.

5) She did housework in the night(mid night)

6) She said she has ulcer,don feel like eating anything. But she wants to eat korean instant noodles.

7) She always want to eat korean instant noodles after 11pm. (everyday)

8) Worst, she only eat less than 1/5 of it. And i have to finish the rest. Wash and cook too.

9) She feels that 'Jumong' series drama is boring.. But she kept replaying the dvds. (night to morning)

10) She has investment,but invested in guiness stouts and singapore pools.

11) She once bought 20hagaos,10siewmais, 4charsiewbaos, 2 daohuey,6friedfritters for supper.

Lol. No wonder i also weird weird.
And i jus finished the leftover noodles. like again.

Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANT! (08/01)

I shall keep your age as a secret! (:

2008-01-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i spent my morning and noon with the girls at jurong. Singing session and the lunch wasnt that bad la! We were like jumping on the sofa..but not as enthu as previous session leh. But never mind,still enjoyed myself. (:

Then,the usual,rushed home to help my mum to buy her 4d. And oh something nice happened, but i shall keep the blissfulness to myself.

Anyway,the night was then spent at cityhall. Dinner-ed at Mos burger and heh we were served with super cold fries la. Totally not worth the money we paid,so.. i requested them for a new one. Fussy? Wait till you read what i typed below..

Me: Eh, my fries very cold leh..can i have a new one?
Crew: oh, no problem, i will warm it up for you.
Me: zzzzZz.

I went back and my eating partner was complaining.

Me: They said will warm it up for us..
Eating Partner: Huh, warm it up? means will turn soggy etc etc la. I rather eat the cold one.. Ask them for a brand new one.

SEE,whos the fussy one?

Anyways,we got some stuff from there and practically all the shops were closed by the time we left. Suay thing, i was in the train and my phone slipped thru my hands and tadah,dropped on the floor. Eyes were on me,and the worst thing, the phone cannot be switched on. Being very paranoid, i dont want to laugh at me..so i tried to like act act like nothing happened and "repair" the phone..and was praying hard that i could reach eunos faster. So lucky me, it just 2stops away.

It was near 12midnight,i tot nothing will happen anymore. oh,something nice happened again(: but suay thing also happened.And guess what, i fell asleep in the bus..so when i woke up, the bus was empty and the lights were off. I was on the upper deck, and i quickly ran down to find the driver. The driver was quite shocked to see someone. Luckily,im not a ghost. When he saw me he gave me those "OH my, shit." LOL.

Driver: ahh..you overslept ah?
Me: yah.. you going where now?
Driver: i driving to the toa payoh,cos this one last bus. every bus must park there.
Me: eh, u mean u reached bedok interchange. Why u never wake me up?
Driver: we usually will check when we stop in the interchange. But mine last bus,so will only check in TPY.
Driver: No wonder just now i never see you alight. I thought i missed out you. You went up to the upper deck ah? Den you wan go where? I drive you there.
Me: yah,go home.. thanks.

den blah blah blah.

Luckily,hes a nice driver and we sort of know each other la. LOL.

Who likes my life? i can exchange with you. LOL.

I live in a world,that anything weird can happens.

anddd.. good things happen on me too!

2008-01-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

On NYE, we were sitting outside the coffee bean at paya lebar ,
when we decided to take the picture of the sky. pretty pretty right!
and oh, i realised my phone's camera is not that bad la!
And since,my dad is a NYE baby = no countdown for me.

Anyway, something happened to me yesterday. A very long story.
I was on the phone when walking to the toilet,
so when i went inside the cubicle, i ended the call and ya u know..
everything that im supposed to do. And blah blah blah.
Washed my hands and went to the bus interchange.

While waiting for the bus, i wanted to take my phone out from the bag.
BUT I CANT FIND!

The first thing that came to my mind was

"shit,in the toilet!"
Immediately, i walked damn fast back to the toilet la.
But i cant find it anyway.

Asked those ladies, and the nice cleaner helped me too.
Some passerbys offered to lend me their phone to call.
BUT NO ONE PICK UP!

So no choice, i gave up.
Lost the phone never mind,but not the stuff in my phone.
Well, i guess maybe i hv been a very good girl and nice person.
Because i managed to find my phone! (:(:(:
i found it..inside my bag! HEH.

You can laugh! But when i found my phone,

i was afraid to take it out.

I worried that the people would beat me up, push me to the wall and oh rape?

But yea,im such a dumb ass.
Moral of the story: Instead of the ending the conversation,ask the person to wait! (:

Random:Time to get a hair cut! Back to bangs?

2008-01-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE 2007, HELLO 2008!

Seriously, i have no idea how to describe my life in year 2007.

Definitely, some aspects are better and some are booboos!

Attachment in OCBC and school.

-I am thankful that i gained a few friends

that i really heart them. They make my life fun then and now,

and work was never boring with them around.

Oh,school life too!

you know who you are(:

I attended almost all the lessons.

- *CLAPS. Especially FMRP lectures.

Not forgetting, im a hardworking girl, reward me for that?

I finally resigned to fate that im short.

-So no more heels! flip flops are cool~

Relationship

- hello, i think im better off single.

Singlehood is HOT. LOL. Cold wars, character clashes, quarrels

are nothing but lame shit. LOL. What goes around..comes around.

I gave up the good ones and got myself the bad ones.

And FYI, I dont change boyfriend like clothes.

I dont care how some people has been spreading or

spreaded that,that couple to be exact.

I dont owe anyone a living,okay maybe to my parents.

*I dont explain doesnt mean that you're right. Get this into your head. (:

Experienced the worst purging in my life.

-Breakouts all over the face. Lump sum of money spent on medication.

No alcoholic drink, no skipping of dosage, frequent headaches,

dry skin all over the body, dry lips.

Looking on the bright side, its clearing up (:

Family members admitted into the hospital

-A few times. The trips to and fro.

I realised,how fragile life is.. Pray hard it stays fine in the future.

Mokkies are my precious.
- I almost lost one of them. Everything can happens on the road.

Bestie always bestie
- my biggest part in my life. lesser meetups, lesser communication,

but the one whom i trust and can turn to..

EVEN BOYFRIEND ALSO CANNOT REPLACED! LOL.

Friends

- Some friends fell in love..some fell out of love.

Some has to endure the shits, the missing of love ones..

But all(SHE) is still strong enough to overcome everything.

We trust your beliefs not for anyone,but cos you trust yourself (:

Learnt how to say "No" to people,

- stand up and protect myself.

- As usual i helped anyone who needed help(:

everyone that walks into my life, be it whether you hate or like me,

my life will totally be different without you guys!

those who hates me;you made me stronger.

those who heart me;you made me appreciate

every little things in life.

2008 Resolutions(ME)

First try,let it be a good and successful one(:

not forgetting,realistic is the key.

1) Lower my expectations for people. Be it any -ships.

2) Get a degree. Oh,part time degree. Work and study my ass off.

3) Commit myself more in volunteery work.

4) Driving license ( I should have get it long ago!)

5) Keep my money properly and safely. No more dropping of money!

6) I know this sounds hard. Grow 1 cm taller please!

7) Get my feet on the running track regularly

8) Last one, nothing is more impt than a better health.

With it, i can *fight with anything/anyone. LOL (:

Hope it will be a better year for everyone

in the world.(:

ESP, to all my love ones! moks,bestie,rz,you you you!

2007-12-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY 28/12/2007

Fad's Birthday

As usual, its always the time when u can see all the mokkies gather together. Everyone is busy with own life!

Anyways, to celebrate the bday boy big day, we went to Arnolds for dinner. A set meal for 3 that includes one large marshed potatoes,colesaw,3buns,fries and 9 chicken. To add on, we ordered a whole spring chicken. See, we eat a lot. And thats what we usually do. Well,back to the topic, i feel that the food is way better den KFC. And the price is quite worth it, around $40 plus.. and no service or gst charge! But the service..kind of sucks. Next time, I will try the potatoes chip or what,as its highly recommended by my sister.

After dinner, came dessert. We went to geylang and tried the Rocher Beancurd.. and here comes the main part. Since its the big day, the BOY said he would like to engage in their "service" so.. we walked along the street and saw really many many! Ah peks, sexy ladies..(with jus bra and skirt) ohh and polices! Theres really a lot of supply and demand.. Some were really pretty to be model? And the BOY chicken out when the people approached him. "i want more high class one" ~ So tts the 2hrs over geylang land..

And the day couldnt end better when i saw him after the moks sent me home!

lets go down the memory lane in the next post!

2007-12-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

Caught I'm Legend yesterday with the usual people, despite the fact that i could have watch it for free.. But well, what to do since we were not able to execute Plan A.

To me, i feel that Im Legend was average.. But still its worth the 7bucks. The ending was abit stupid. After the show, the twos were like WHINING.

"if she didnt say theres enough space for one more.. i wouldnt find it so sad"
"shld throw the bomb what"
"i din know im legend means he has to ***"
"luckily din watch during christmas..movie so sad"

Zzz.

Okay,the ending was abit stupid..but they were so affected by it. Movie only ma.. LOL.
But still i heart them! Thanks ST for the lovely gift!

And, on the way back.. the bus broke down. So, i received a complimentary ticket! and it expires on the same day. LOL. okay, its worth only 90cents.. cannot be compared to a ticket la. But its my first experience ma. And summore..its only a few stops b4 it reaches my house. Anyway,those people were like.. squeezing their way through another bus la. It was so packed.. ! Again, i see the kiasu-ness of Singaporeans. They rather "kiap" by the door of the bus.. and not wait for another bus..

talking about kiasu-ness..

2007-12-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!

Well, i dont really celebrate Christmas..but since its a public holiday,it benefits me too.

Maybe.. i should really wonder whether christmas is a curse to me. Ya, CHRISTMAS CURSE.

figure it out. Kind of similar to this song that goes like:

Last christmas i gave you my heart..

but the very next day u gave it away..

So this year i gave it to someone special.. and blahblahblah.

But heck,next year christmas will be a better one!

And i appreciate all those small small gifts..and some were delivered to my house, whether be it placed outstide my house or personally sent to me. Of cos not to mention some (not all) surprise cards that i received.. really sweet. I love my friends! But dont give me soft toys or whatever next time okay, cos my hse is too small to have place for it. LOL. and oh, i spent a bomb on a christmas gift..but its still nicely placed in my drawer!

sweets.

If you asked me how i spent my christmas.. i seriously have no idea how to say. But obviously better than last year. Last year was horrible.. never will i do that kind of stuff in the future.

Of cos.. i cant miss out food, FAT FAT FAT. I finished one whole set of pizzas as part of my dinner. Its suay,when you are eating with those who cant eat much.

Well,slacked so much. its project time!

2007-12-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY

ignore the very big zit on the cheek.

its really loves!

Dinner at "Changing Appetite". Changing appetite...eat until no appetite. I ate the babyribs and half a chicken set. It comes with,soup,drink and mudpies. While, the one took the prawn salmon set. And ya, you could only choose either one of these as main course if you want to take the set.

Food was tasteless! to the extend, i need to dip lots of chilli sauce. Overpriced! But mudpies was great..heh. 60bucks for 2..and he tot the food wasnt that bad.. But note:when comes to food,hes not a fussy eater! Im not too.. but i wont go too wrong..its obviously not value of money.

Next, it was movie. "National Treasure Book Of Secrets". Last minute we were quite tempted to change our choice of movie..because we heard too many people giving poor verdicts. Glad we ALMOST but we never, because the movie was really not bad! I like this genre of movie.. Or maybe i din watch the previous one therefore i couldnt compare it. Oh, it was left corner seats too.. how sweet. weird habits;I like left corner seats. It would be perfect..if theres sugar peanuts. Heh. And thank you for the ride home!

Random, its weird to be out with the expresident of the school and bumped into the exvicepresident. Okay,one word. SUAY!

SATURDAY

Once again, I FELL.

-the escalator,on the way to suntec. (luckily, the escalator was not moving. But if it wasmoving, i wont fell!)

-sat on it for like more than 10s,laughing at myself. COMICAL!

-both the moks were laughing,LOUDLY. or maybe its only one of them.

-uncle infront of me,turned back. Looks like wanted to offer me help,but decided not to. Why?Maybe cos i am like one crazy woman sitting there laughing at myself.

- my BUTT,FEET,WRIST hurts. Could be much worst if i did not wear a long pants.

Embarrassing yet funny incident.

Anyways, before that i went to rochester park for some wedding buffet lunch. Its high class..and nice. But the food kind of sucks..

Saw many of my relatives..and unfamiliar faces. You know, those atmosphere will always make ones feel like marrying soon. But after get,get back to reality. OH,one of my relatives approached me and wanted to take a pic with me.. And i dun even know her name la. she bluetoothed me the pic..and shes really super photogenic la! and..shes only sec4 now.

no more cinderalla story guy, im into the high school musical guy! very nice movie. the girl is pretty..the guy is cute. And in reality they were together,not sure whether still together though. And the girl nude pic..was circulated in the net.. sigh.

Im know i am wols.. but time to watch high school musical 2!

i becoming like you,pretending everything it okay when its not.

2007-12-20T02:34:00.000+08:00

At 2.a.m...

i just finished all these..

PS: The guy in Cinderella story was cute!

2007-12-18T19:36:00.000+08:00

Women's Curse.

It totally messed up my night. Nothing can helps me.. not even subwaycookies, snickers, hot milo, bottle with hot water,medicated oil, pilates...

It was like the longest few hours in my life.. i wish i could just bang my head to the wall. But obviously, i not that stupid. After all its not worth to take the gamble, if i bang my head to the wall,but i still remain conscious how.. pain and more pain.

So, i went to my mum for help. And she gave me a massage,it helps though not instaneously.

I fell aslp for a few hours,and woke up at 5 in the morning. Still feeling uncomfortable,but not as bad.

Why girls must suffer all these? I would rather be the one working my ass off, be the sole bread winner, pay for the bills.. But not this.

Anyways, diet plays a part. Because,moneyeng also suffered the same hell as me.
Wedges and subway cookies. We shall boycott it when sch reopens (! i still have 6cookies in my kitchen)

On a lighter note, yesterday we caught Warlords! Pretty good but not up to my expectation. Some parts were a lil draggy and not really satisfied with the ending. But it still worth the 7bucks. And some parts rz was like "what the hell, what the hell, what the hell". The lady deserved to die. LOL.

And we went to the new cafe at century square for dinner. I cant remember the name, but its something like what urban. 8juicy sotong balls cost near 6bucks. The total bill with 2 main course plus gst,service charge ($$$$$$$) was near $40. The ambience not bad la,cos we were at smoking area( fyi: i dont smoke! lol), and it was raining cats n dogs, so there was a little candle on the table. So yea, it was dark, you could only see pairs of sparkling eyes. As usual,gossips and our topics were abit censored! If i wasnt rushing to go off to other place, we could have talk more.. So girl,next time okay! next week?

And,the day ended with another serving of dinner at deli! tuna croissant was love!

It's approaching the end of the year, time to sum up the year's events and start setting resolutions(which i dont do that at all). Lots of stuff happened this year, but i shall leave that for the next entryso much has happened this year.. but that shall be left for another entry!

2007-12-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

dinner was at parkway fish and co,seafood platters for 2 and newyork fish and chip. Of cos,not forgetting the hot fudge! ohh,we got a extra scope of icecream for that. And the best service of the day..will goes to.. MS JACLYN CHENG! it will be better..if u hv given me more sweets.. 8 wasnt enough la! Lets see whether u will give me when you see me tomorrow!

holidays gonna be a grow fatter day. yes, fatter.

when i was giving testimonial to moneyeng, i suddenly realised that we went thru quite a lot..

those small stuff..really adds up to A LOT. some stuff when u tink back..it brings a smile on you face..

it also applies to bestie.. the time we spent during secondary school. though we seldom meet up.. she has her own life, boyfriend.. i hv my own life.. things changed.. But i guess both of us hv grown up.. different priorities in life.. no longer quarrel over small stuff etc. Issit a good or bad thing? At least.. we are not dependent on each other anymore yea. no matter how long we din meet or what, we never fail to talk about anything under the sun,everything.

after so much yakking..

i came to a conclusion that i seriously dont wanna grow up..

but i still want to work and earn money. lol

LASTLY,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

2007-12-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S! i smell..freedom!

and whats best is that, we finally can bid goodbye to bd. The most torturing,lame,tedious module. Okay,perhaps not the most...

thankfully, a trip back to sch on saturday morning for presentation wasnt wasted as both of our groups (siting's grp and our grp) did well..

Despite being sick,we went to kbox and sang for like 3hours. We were like 3crazy mad woman, jumping on the sofa and singing/screaming at the top of our voices. And worst of all,we were like so formally dressed,everyone was like looking at us so weirdly. We came to a conclusion that, i was the manager,siting was my hmm..business associate..and moneyeng was the secretary that got bullied by us. LOL. oh..not forgetting about the "jingle bells" and "big girls dont cry".

Next, 3 of us went to take neoprint..and oh we were so fascinated by all those machines. Before the actual shot, we were busy rehearsaling what pose to take..any poses that we can tink of with our formal attire. But guess what, everything went so wrong. The language was in japanese,which we dun understand at all..

So we anyhow choose..ended up we were like screaming and running ard for like 15mins cos the take was too fast.. thank god,we din trip but we had some hilarious pictures. The pictures came out really small..luckily we used the phone camera to take some pictures.

I swear, people were like cursing us.

"why these 3 aunties so lousy?"

"so old liao..still so childish.."

"they like weird weird one leh..."

Its really a good way to enjoy and reward youself. I came home..with my throat not getting any better..and worst the fever still stays. But when you're enjoying, you really dun give a shit about it..

threesome

Odd one out

impromptu,we really din plan for it.

look at our expression. this is funny,we seriously have no idea what we are doing.

bd's grp pictures coming up.

2007-12-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

"Learn how to say no"

I guess i can never learn this..!

Few days back, after im stepped out of my skin doctor clinic, i saw this guy.

He approached me. And this conversation was like:

The guy: "da jie(yes,he called me da jie!) , hw to walk back to wen li(boonlay)?"

Me: huh. very far leh.

The guy: i know, i very lost, i come frm malaysia blah blah blah, called my friend nv ans..dun hv single cent..etc etc(he was speaking at a very fast speed,and almost cry)

Me: why not you take bus to eunos den take train? how much money u need ?

The guy: 6 dollars..

Me: okay, i give u $7.

The guy: xiexie,how am i suppose to return you the money?

Me: its okay,nvm..

The guy: what bus should i take?

Me: 60..take to the end. Oh i give u 1 dollar for bus.

The guy: xie xie,you malaysian?

Me: no..

The guy:oh.. seldom gt singaporean so kind. Hao xing you hao bao. bye bye.

Some people told me that the guy is a con man,but really at that point of time.. my heart ached for him. Imagine,someone not familiar with the environment,no money,no friends approachingyou.. I think i shld help if i can. But after giving him 8bucks, i changed my mind about hving curryfishhead for dinner. lol.

*throughout the conversation, he keep repeating hao xing you hao bao.

I wonder how true is that..cos straight after that, i had a major conflict with him

and im not even sure whether everything is alright now..

So tell me whats hao xing you hao bao?

`one moment I get this amazing gift, I wanna laugh and I wanna cry,

cause I feel so lucky that I’ve found it,

and so scared that it’ll go away all at the same time.

2007-12-07T06:46:00.000+08:00

i will treat everything as nothing happens
IF only i dont care..

2007-12-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

peter pan yu wen coming to singapore tomorrow! but too bad yang zhong wei not coming.

zhou ding wei, lin you jia and stanley all be coming to sg for PK too.

i was like watching zhao ji xing guan da dao season1 all over again la. And my sis nv failed to cry. their voice very touching,and standard obviously higher den those singapore superstars. try watching,and you will second it.

aska yang zhong wei and peter pan yu wen.

though yang zhong wei not good looking,he is the most popular one currently.

a lot of dramas happened la,but very interesting variety show.

pan yu wen and gang will be in IMM this sat! for the first time.. i so feel like going.. and of cos drag wenting go! but hv to squeeze with so many ppl..

2007-12-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

caught midnight movie,Hitman and reached home ard 5am in the morning. did abit of fp b4 i KO. yea,i din sleep for 24hours. say whoa!

-Hitman was alright. 3popcorns.
-I love munching "kacung puteh" kind of snacks.
-we walked from tampines back home
-washing of hands in the reservoir!

and ST hurts my finger.

RANDOM: delifrance choco waffle is nice!

2007-11-24T07:39:00.000+08:00

its 740am now,and i just got home not long ago..

decided to type a short post before starting on my financial planning project..

Well, caught Enchanted in marina square just now..and it was really quite funny eventhough it was very fairytale-like.. for those who hv not watch it,go for it..it really worth the money. And theres like a sentence like "how would she noes you love her if u never say", something like that..quite true huh!

Supper comes breakfast at lau pa sat was filling. dim sums,haojian and fried rice were sinful!

And the day ended with a short talk about.. "why guys are so easily turn on?"

2007-11-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

in life, we have to make a lot of decisions.
in fact,we make decision everyday. Like what food shld we eat etc.
But once we decide, we should not regret what we did.
Hopefully, and i know one day i would not regret what i had decided today.

Im feeling real guilty yet theres nothing i can do.

2007-11-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

Stardust was not bad! watched it with my all-time favourite. However, just felt that the movie was quite lengthy and as a result i kept shifting my sitting pose. And we "smuggled" subway sandwiches and cookies in! We always smuggle subway stuff in. If we watch in e morning,we smuggle their breakfast set,if in e noon will b their sandwiches. Of cos not forgetting their yummy cookies!

With so many stuff to do, its not surprise to sit infront of the com for a few hours. But with the super lag network,it gets on my nerves. starhub maxonline really sucks,especially if theres a lot of people in ur block using cable too.

and finally, i had my curry fish head! the 121kopitiam curry fishhead really not bad! except for the bad service,and too little dao pok,everything was alright. Its quite sickening that everytime i eat something spicy, I perspire like hell. Theres no way i can do w/o tissues!

2person can finish it up!

its already awhile and everything seems okay right now. Somehow the amount of work came at the right time. The workload can really drain away one's energy on other stuff.

But no matter how busy life gets, sometimes halfway doing my work, i will still check out hows life going on for you. Is everything fine? Your problem settled? and the list goes on..

Yet i realised, theres very little ways i can do to find out.

2007-11-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

I made a big realisation that..

i like to blog more when im not in a good mood!
therefore, don blame me for updating my blog la..cos
no update=happy mood!

i guess everyone wants me to be happy right.

So i pray hard i wont be blogging that often. Or maybe i shld try blogging more when im a good mood.

School starting tml..no more waking up late(though i automatically wake up at 6 everyday for breakfast. heh), have to squeeze with those people in the train&bus, no more tv in the morning,
BUT hopefully i could bump into this somebody.

Sometimes i think of the time when we really feel so genuinely happy. you?

大男人小女孩

不是我的错我们都听过

完美的时候要更多

找这时候说的太多

有时候的我

只想和你一样沉默

不想单单罗罗嗦嗦

水也灭不掉的火

也许大男人真的很男人

也许大男人没那么男人

少了点风度还是不承认

有时候错的并不知道错的

不想借口只是直接一天说

有时候女孩没那么小孩

心里的无奈也需要点关怀

遗憾的遗留变成勉强了

怎么能重新再来

2007-11-09T15:37:00.000+08:00

when one's don feel good.. what shall we do?

turn to...

FOOD!

i cant imagine myself to eat all these over the one week,be it breakfast,lunch,dinner or supper. Totally cannot miss out the cottage chicken pies! its really yummy,and perhaps its the memories of specky and I during secondary school. (reminiscing the time when we took out all the money in our pocket and just nice for us to buy 3pies and one packet of drink) How cliche it may seems to be, but its really how funny time flies, and how silly am i to lend people money when we only left a few bucks. LOL.

Anyways, the pie still tastes as great!

I realised that i eat a lot when im moody but i eat a lot more when im in a happier mood.

Despite of the projects, tests and some shits, i tink my mood wasnt much affected. My gems tutor told us that when we are in a happy mood and smile,we produce some "happy" cells that will make us feel healthy etc etc. So, when thing goes wrong don frown but smile! Things will eventually fall into places,and life still goes on right.

Often i wonder, do people have the impression that i like to win or hv a edge over. I admit everyones like to be superior than one, but when comes to small thing not all will do whatever to win.No one likes arguement. Frequent arguements are detrimental to any kind of relationship,be it friendship or what. Isnt it a tiring affair to be constantly arguing and wanting to win the arguement? I admit i crap a lot and some stuff i said may be misleading but i dun mean any harm, but like always people get the wrong idea. Some sentences that means no harm can eventually leads to the wrong idea. To the extend, im lazy to clarify or explain. PS: seriously nothing happens,im just starting my nagging again.

For those who knows me should know that im those kind that hates to do any explanation for myself or have any confrontation. like HELLO, "if you tink this way,den so be it". Like the saying "the more you try to explain, the blacker it becums" (ya la,direct translation from chineses) im pretty cool with anything.

Don read my posts and think that i like to talk a lot reasonings, grumbling or all sort irrelevant stuff. Not cos im emo la, seriously im not those emo kind. I take things lightly.But i hv nothing to do or put it this way im lazy to start doing what i suppose to do. So i just like to type a lot of nonsense especially with my new keyboard. HEH. its really hard to survive using onscreen keyboard.

Projects piling up,deadlines approaching. Someone please tell me how to ditch my televison one side with so many interesting shows to watch?

at mos burger,
random, i think this pic of moneyeng is cute la

2007-11-07T03:13:00.000+08:00

blue is mylucky colour.

MST started and ended in 2days' time, papers were rather alright but with e cramp coming at the wrong time,i almost couldnt finish revising for fmrp. Imagine having 3chaps left when you hv 3hrs b4 ur test,not including all e eating,bathing,preparing and e journey to school. nevertheless,everything went ok with m&ms on hand. i rewarded myself with a big bag of snickers(yeah,ilovesnickers!) for my hard work! bd financial phase really was a chore,but finally its over,though more is yet to come. the dec final presentation..

With projects piling up,im totally no idea how to start. ahhh,heck,lets enjoy the few days break b4 e resume of school.

we often hear pple saying "sunshine after rain" but arent there still rain after every sunshine. Problems arise due to miscommunication,character clashes etc. seriously, i feel unwanted probs are created thru the unwillingness to speak,to express ourself and to listen. some choose to avoid while others face&solve the probs. im usually the latter, but at some point of time i will choose to ignore it. some reasons being that i hv no idea how to face it, tomorrow will be abetter day and sometimes cos e other party is not even bothered to care abt it. I admit im quite a "geng" person,but i hv improved slightly tiny weeny bit! i cant express myself well enough but at least i do try. what abt u?or youre not even keen to try?

they said everything will just fall into place, im not sure how long it will take, but i noe when thing goes wrong or is not ok, its not yet the end.

On a lighter note, i came across joys' blog (ok la,not came across,but im her regular reader!) and saw and tried this.

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:

Your house tells the world that you blah*3.

try it!

www.drawahouse.com

pardon me of e uglydrawing (i still tink is better than joys, at least gt more flowers. but i really can draw in real la!) haha

its how fortunate to hv a hot big prawn noodles at this hour when its raining.
and how happy someone can be receiving a msg.

PS; I TYPED IT USING ONSCREEN KEYBOARD,COS MY KEYBOARD IS NO WORKING!

OH! HAPPY BDAY TO MONEYENG AND BARNEY!!

novi&moneyeng

I managed to dig it out frm somewhere.
Taken in yr1,so "innocent" huh. LOL

2007-10-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty busy with school,and probably the reason why theres a lack of posts. Been wanting to blog a nice entry thats all interesting and engaging, but i just cant seem to find the correct words or the adequate content to start on.

School is fine, with more work piling up. Lesson that starts at 8am,long hours of break in between lesson can make us go crazy. Imagine on friday, 8-10am den 3-5pm. :(

Projects burned my weekends,with input > output. Sigh,perhaps i shld plug out all the wire connecting to the cable tv. and sorry to those who i cant spare time to meet up with! :(

On a lighter note, next week is the last week of school b4 e learning and MST.
e learning=no school,but more work! MST,two papers? the happy thing abt it would be that we do not need to wake up earli for school,no squeezing of bus n train. However, it will also be a week chionging for projects. and also with so many Nov babies like moneyeng,dawn, dearest baros,means that a big hole for my pocket!

Its already after some time, things still remain the way they are.

Sometimes i will feel that its hard for me to predict how each day would turn out to be.

Do you often feel this way,when the most unexpected event

would always happen at the time when u least expected it?

Its kinda sad to see how fast things can change,

you used to speak with excitement, now you sound uninterested in everything.

We used to talk abt everything under the sun,

and now it jus merely exchanging of greetings.

Sometimes, we couldnt even have a proper and decent conversation.

What happened few weeks/months ago seems to be so far away.

shits happened,but its still a short bliss.

tell me what to do?

"Perhaps its all over", you would say.

2007-09-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

one week of school is over. everyday i wake up,i cant help feeling tired,still im one goody girl.
except for the lantern festival classes,i attended ALL,punctually.

this year lantern festival was a special one. i cant say those previous years wasnt special, perhaps cos i wasnt doing the routine stuff this time round. if you remember last year how i blogged about how i spent my day, i swear this year was better den last year. the person,the place,the 'heart' work, the food made everything seems perfect.

chinese gardening wasnt that bad as i tot, the 2mins fireworks/the crowds/the food/the performance/the carrying of lantern walking ard. And of cos, the candles n fire crackers playing under HDB b4 the clock strikes 12.

BUT weird as it seems, i din get to eat any traditional mooncakes! with so many bing pi mooncakes in my fridge, chocos,champagne,durians flavours etc. Raffles hotel mooncakes are the most statisfactory ones,and da zhong guo traditional mooncakes as my first choice. (:

tangyuan-ing in the morning really really feels good.

hand in hand,we climbed up to the top.

2007-09-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

-jalan kayu's ice cream pratas and paper pratas; one thumb up,one thumb down.
-lao zi pai's bbq pork;yummy.
-sunnysideups,toasted breads;fab.

how simply stuff like this can completely made my day. (:

Mr, cable car dinner?

2007-09-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

Seriously, im nite owl. its 5am,then i feel sleepy. :(

Wanted to blog, suddenly, i dun feel like i have anything constructive to rant about.

Its more or less the same routine everyday. Boring huh?

What to do when i spent so much *ka ching ching! on my face,

Therefore,if i want to have almost perfect-flawless complexion

(Yes,how many donkey years i have to wait!) i have to give up something.

In economic's term, (I DO REM MY ECONS!)

the opportunity costs of wanting a better complexion,

its to give up partying(im not a party animal), less retail theraphy(i don like shopping),

less chilling out, and no working=no income!

gosh,thats how much i sacrifice!

Lucky for me, i still earn some money sitting at home shaking legs(:

On another hand, holidays coming to an end

why do sp always have so short holidays? I starting to hate SP(I always do)

but on a happier note,its already the last semester(:

and hope those modules not gonna kill me. YET,the timetable can kill me already.

Its how funny time flies. It seems like yesterday when i step into SP.

Ever take a walk down memory lane to see the many changes

that take place in your life?

Is everything the same? Or everything has changed?

How different everything is now.

I can still rem that when i was still in Primary school

love calculator was an "in" thing,perhaps only applies to me.

But now the crush calculator (link) is so hot now,

everyone is trying. I tried it too!

However people, dont be too superstitious.

It only gives direction not whatever la. Dont be too paranoid over it.

Theres some overdue photos with my girl and some people over the weekends.

subwaying,geylang's dou jiang you tiao,changi village "chiobus", siglap hkcafe-ing,yummy banana icecream french toast,yummy dessert. (:

i still think she looks better w/o specks!

and she was posted to teban gardens for attachment.

tiring,hopefully i can accompany you for the train ride,

since my timetable is so sucky! (:

i think my blog is dead. i totally have no idea what to blog about.

what to expect,when we are from the same hole?

2007-09-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

Super sorry for the super long self proclaimed hiatus!!
i was rather busy with stuff like exams,projects etc. Seriously theres nothing to blog about my mundane life,and it will probably bore you to death.

i know you people is sick of clicking the "refresh" button,hoping to see a new update. HAHA (LIKE REAL)
i shall start blogging today! eventhough my blog is like halfdead. =]

and i suppose wake up early to repair my damaged ezlink card.

Exams over,and its kinda useless talking about it, since its OVER.

BUT ever noticed the people in the exam hall?

i have seen people pulling their hair when solving some qns,

people sighing here and there, people staring blankly at the exam paper.

For me, its not surprisingly to see me cross my legs on e chair,

lying on the table and sleep for a few mins

cos i was hoping that the god will give me the ans.

BUT don try! cos u might really fall asleep and

its obviously useless,cos im still left clueless. ;(
Nevertheless,hard work will b fruitful, and for people like me, we are not greedy,

just not some hopeless results will do (:

with most people enjoying their holidays,

im here working my ass off for my bdphase2 presentation

(yah,im exaggerating)

that are suppose to be done on monday.

most imptly,with my face on medication, i cant go anywhere unnecessarily.

in other words, it means that i need to stay at home for my whole holidays,

it isnt sucks, just more dvds,youtubing and tv-ing.

BUT,if you make me happy, i might sacrifice my face and go out and jalan jalan. (:

on another part of my life, theres nothing much to rant about,

perhaps its all about my face,my face,my face!

Just a few weeks back, i do feel that i have the best of both worlds,

i have nothing to rant about, my life is just almost perfect,

but things dont go the way you want it to be.

Why do you choose not to look at my perspective?

Its a little annoying when i couldnt relate something to someone as i wished to anymore.

The days when everything could be talk under the sun are long gone,

and its the only time when i wish that i could turn back the clock.

suddenly marshmallows don taste as nice as b4
so many things left unsaid.
do i have the choice to not give up?

2007-07-22T01:43:00.000+08:00

update soon(:

2007-06-12T04:10:00.001+08:00

hope everything will b fine.

why people still drink when it costs your life and money too.

2007-06-09T03:57:00.000+08:00

swensening with nette on fri after fia paper and got back ea's paper.

i swear, i will count the number of months carefully next time. :(

anyways,icecream frm swensens were great.

i know theres someone who loves chocos + icecream so much if she has the chance to taste it.

the fried fritters and cheese toast was not bad too. (:

and i saw aloysius lam after like so many donkey years.

im sure my sis misses him like shit.

and the first qns my sis asked me was "he with who? girl or what?"

so typical girls right.

girls would not like to see their ex with another girl.

so weird.

2007-06-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

We "did" something real crazy and funny today.not on purpose.
And guess we will not step into that shop for a period of time

ended up we din buy any of that.

carried big and small bags.
and not forgetting the temptation of food.

oh,i was half and hour hairdresser today(:

2007-05-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

This morning, i woke up and saw the bright blue sky. Sensing something wrong, I frantically looked for my handphone which i left on my bed. Its already 730a.m.
Im gonna be late and worst still,its future options.

I quickly prepared,gobbled down my breakfast(yes,i need to eat even though i'm late.) and left my house at 755a.m. I was really fast la,but to reach on time was impossible unless i took a cab to eunos or dover.SO, i tried to flag for cab,but every cab was busy/hired. After waiting for 10 mins, i had no choice but to book a cab which costs me extra bloody $4. Yet i had to wait for another 10 mins for it to arrive. Everytime at this moment, i would always hope that theres a nice and helpful guy who appear out of nowhere and fetch me to school. but FAT HOPE la,hope is always hope,dream is always dream. no nice and helpful guy,but only sickening people who snatched cab with me :(

Well,in the end i reached school 7mins late. and got penalty of 14points la.

that taught me a lesson,never sleep when u only left 1 hr of sleep.

tml is vesak day. theres something to be happy about.

FIA test is next friday.not this coming friday.

which means i no need spend my ph studying.

and it also means out with moneyeng and siting in e early noon!too bad dawn not able to join us.

when3 crazy woman get together,what can u expect?

2007-05-28T19:46:00.000+08:00

woots. dawn gt me 6donuts! (:

2007-05-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

I smiled until so stiff after smiling for like so many times.

It always happen when i take pictures with her!

And no one will understand the feeling of falling down

when you are alighting from the bus :(

DAWN: "why you always fall down one ah"

2007-05-20T03:18:00.000+08:00

2007-05-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

its really time for me to update my blog properly.

wanting to blog for the past few days,but theres jus too many distractions around.

this week was rather slack,except for the start of the week as we had to finish our cf project.

other than that,lessons were as usual.

bd was cancelled as it was field work.our client came to find us on monday.but he din not tell us our scope of work.instead he was cracking jokes and like praising us? and wan us to send him a email individually,and he will give the best one a surprise gift! and we were guessing..maybe free handphone for us? yah,fat hope la!

and tml,we might not going for FIA.which means we finish at 11am! we decided to give ourselves a break!maybe a great lunch?or maybe queuing for the donuts? oh kill me pls,thats like the last thing i will do!cos i really hate long queue,but being the typical singaporeans,"see people queue,must queue la",so let see how ok! anyone wans donuts?? SMS ME! (: (provided tt tml we wanna queue)

as usual,i hv been eating suppers consecutively for like a week? and its really very filling suppers. like..chilli crabs! lots of bread, geylang's dim sums! those hai gao,charsiewbao all that. i really dont know how to survive without nice food. shall upload the pics next time ok. i'm sure many people will b drooling.

and i finally cropped off my hair. :(

2007-05-07T06:19:00.000+08:00

shall blog before preparing for school.
first thing of all,MANUTD won the EPL! (after chelsea 1-1 with arsenal).
and thats make me a very happy girl right now.
next big thing will be the final against chelsea.
and being a man utd fan,of cos i will want man u to win so badly.. (:
hmm..and i just realised one thing, i think joys is a chelsea fan!

its gonna be a very random post.
i really cannot sleep at 10 oclock,cos i will auto wake up at 1 plus in the morning.
and there i am,still wide awake until now.
its sinful in a way that when you consumed a McSpicy Meal at 2 plus in the morning?
there goes the effort of all the morning/night jogging. :( *slap myself*

BUT,from this minute onwards,i gonna be very determined!no more being greedy and eat so much and late suppers!

its 630am. 2french toast/sausages and eggs waiting for me. opps

2007-05-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

how pathetic can someone be to fall sick on labour day?

and worst still,stayed wide awake throughout the night

when you have lesson the next day?

i sneezed,blocked nose until my nose want to drop off,

cough until my throat want to choke,fever until my head want to burst.

(tts abit over exaggerating)

i nearly wanted to cry out loud,

but looking at the bright side, i have few extra few more hours to spend!

i had a fruitful morning,

i managed to wake my sis up,

made breakfast for her and watched tv!

not forgetting,some stretching done,

and hopefully pull my legs longer! i want to grow taller. *fat hope*.

i really tried to make myself tired and sleepy,

like counting sheeps,chatting with people,read book,

drink whole cup of milk,but it all came to naught.

after one of the kukus told me his car was scratched by some fellows,

i found myself spending time tinking of an idea how to prevent such thing to happen.

and how this "invention" could earn lots of money.

but when i told my idea or thinking to my sis, i "had a slap on my own face".

(someting like this la,i duno the exact phrase)

me: imagine next time blah blah blah blah.

sis: no use,imagine someone throw things down den kena scratch also cannot do anything.

me: *trying to defend*

sis: no use la, or imagine someone covered his face with a cloth or mask, also cannot do anything.

me:*keep quiet.*

sis: ok,go n cook breakfast for me.

eventually, both of us think of a brillant idea to reduce crime cases to happen.
to add on,i found a new receipe that can try on egg.

and she's my first guinea pig.

moral of the story, your brain function the best during morning. (:]

however,its not gd to be sick.my mum has restrained me from eating anymore durians.

tell me how am i going to resist the temptation of durians. aww.

adults always bluff us.they said an apple a day keeps the doctor away.

but i still visit the doctor :(

2007-04-30T01:21:00.000+08:00

yday dinner wif sis and mum was fab! too bad, my poor brother gave up the food cos of the soccer match.but the match was exciting la. 2 goals down,but ended up won by 4-2 (:
the curry fishhead was so wah,big. and the salad fried fritters were..not bad. the after dinner fruits,were yummy. but the uncle was weird,kept urging me not to buy so much.i wonder wats wrong with him. (??)

and of cos,the SBS was showing pattern again.and i seriously dont give a damn anymore.
BUT,the minimart encounter was omg. (=

2007-04-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

My friends around me are feeling emo recently. Reasons being:

1) afraid they cant find bf

2) breakups,

3) their friends being attached.

4) bfs cmi

Everyone went thru the process of "To meet, to know, to love" and then "to part",and thats e sad tale of many human heart".

And when we fall in love has the tendency to hold on to what is wrong. We grasp and cling to whatever we have, preventing the right one from coming to us.

But after all, the turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core strength within you that survives all hurt.

Aiya, jus notice how the sky will still be beautiful with the stars eventhough theres no moon,but not the other way round? (=

thats the only way to take pic with her when she dun want to take with me :(

2007-04-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

its how funny my eyes played a trick on me.

how helpless you made me feel when you could easily swept me off my feet.
you make everything wrong in my world right no matter how big or how little my problem.
you have this strange way of making my heart smile and my knees weak.
The alluringly special memories are still etched in my memory.

I swear every time I hear your name my heart will still skip a beat! (:

suddenly, i have the passion for baking again.
maybe i will start off by baking cookies. and definitely nicer den famous amos.
BUT the first thing to do,is to get a new oven!

speckys,new ideas added! (:

looking thru her blog,i managed to dig out this pic that was taken so long ago.

2007-04-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

times flies,and its friday again.

dinner with speckys and rz at bedok was fab!

salad prawn,currychicken,oat something chicken,sambal kamgung,

and i ate two traditional icecream.

thereafter,went around and stop by at a uncle talking about prints of palm etc.

so ya,stood there for like 1hr or so.

there was this yellow man kept staring and smiling at me.

and walked past me and said bye to me.

scary right,and after that kept following me.

luckily i have long legs.phew. (:

my heart nearly stop when i thought i saw spidey.

thinking of the times we were together,wats more can i say.

2007-04-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

our beloved tutor,Mr Christopher Chong

wanted us to reach school at 830 sharp today.

and so,we rushed,and reach b4 830am.

guess what, at 845,

he was still in the train on the way to school.

and he postponed to 915 la. imagine,i could have sleep for another 1 hr or so?

BUT,his lesson was really exciting la.

cos,its finally our chance to step into the trading pit/dealing room.

waited for 2 years,and there it is.

i still rem how,specky,me and gang stepped into the trading pit 3 or 4 years ago.

so we tried the first open outcry session.

buy,sell,bid,offer.

and i now know why,singapore no longer have open outcry but CLOB.

but its fun la.

we shouted here and there. anyhow deal.but its real noisy.

micheal and those workers from ocbc came to sp and find us for lunch.

and he *$(^#&*^ ah!

i will make sure he refer me there when i graduate.

i met a cab driver,thats a newbie in this line recently!

he's very young,but he's real nice.

he charge me 50cents less for the fare den i so paiseh la.give him back.

*slap forehead*

and gave me his number,

so that if i need to take cab can call him and see whther he's nearby.

but one thing,he's abit blur blur one.

the new curry chicken noodles in bedok that cost $3 with very little noodles,few chicken,not-so-nice curry and a few daopok,cheat my feeling.

2007-04-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

yday was the first day of school.

as usual,lots of freshman were at the station.

and its really 'ren shan ren hai'.

the first lesson, many were commenting "i still prefer itp den school".

how true..........

i miss those biscuits in the pantry,

my messyy desk,

the security guards although they very nuisance,

golden shoe's spicy meepok,4dishes for $2 rice, tom yam ban mian

and the da tou.

anyway,dinner at bedok interchange with sis

and we ordered,carrrot cake,the "water kueh", curry chicken, and hokkien mee.

the curry chicken was making me perspired like mad.

many people were looking at me weirdly,but the curry really super shiok ah.

we walked around,and theres a guy talking abt fortune telling ,future,etc

so me and my sis curious enough to try.
and my sister was stunned ah.

he were talking abt the life of my sis,looked at her hand etc etc.

and den he pointed to my sis's thigh and said "u hv a mole here right"

my sister was like "wth,how u noe"

and you know what,my sister was wearing a long skirt,

so he cant possibly see it.

so we were like wah.stunned la.

so ya,he jus continued.

and he told me abt my future etc.

HAHA.

2007-04-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

i think i'm quite weird!

becos,when i know my bag is torn,i still use it.

when my heels are in bad shape,sometimes i still wear it.

and when my top has a hole,i still wear it.

weird right?

my brain is obviously not functioning well.

but sumtimes..when u use something for long,u wont bear to chuck it one side one ma.

and i was thinking of it,and i fell in the toilet.

anyways,attachment ended last friday and sch starting on monday.

i thought i finally can sleep longer,but i realise dover is further den raffles place.

so which means,i hv to wake up earlier than usual.

the start of yr3;the final lap.

goodwood's hotel durian puff makes me drool.

the korean spicy noodles,and its exactly the same as korean instant noodles!
i tink i cook nicer instant noodles eh,specks?
at least theres always 2sausages and eggs. (:

the white one really taste better than the black one!

and you know what? left handed people usually life shorter den right handed.
den how about people that can use both hands?

2007-04-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

after missing in action for a few days,im back!

and one gd thing is that,she's back home!

maybe,afterall its a blessing in disguise,she looks healthier and prettier.

oh,like i promised,i hv been a very nice daughter.

eat porridge,bringing her out for dinner,dinner at home,see doctor,go ntuc etc.

but of cos that also means theres opportunity cost,i will make it up (:

she's crazy over doreamon.

2007-03-23T19:39:00.000+08:00

its really not easy to be a mum!

you gotta wake up early to make breakfast,sleep late to finish all the chores.

these few days,waking up early to make breakfast,n sleeping late to do the housework.

of cos,in between i will spend some time watching tv and dozed off halfway.

returning to sleep after making breakfast for them,always made me overslept.

but the time when i visit her after work, the few hours of seeing her really makes eerything worthwhile.

we promised her that when she discharges,the hse will be nice n tidy.

we will cook lots of food lots of food for her.

i would rather let her scold me for hours,than seeing her so weak to even talk.

sumtimes, seeing her sick,seeing her on drip,seeing her controling herself for crying cos of the pain, jus torn us apart.

not even kinderbruenos n sunnysideups could help.

but that keeps us close to each other.

we are not the most tiring one,guess my dad was the one.

and i'm glad things are looking better right now,

n i really wanna make her the most fortunate person in the world!

i want to bring her all over the world,

going ard eating nice food,keeping her company,

cooking food,doing housework,

watching tv,everything that she likes,

making her the most happiest person in the world,

giving her a hug telling her how impt she is to me. (=

2007-03-20T01:37:00.000+08:00

i tot i could be strong infront of her.

but seeing her putting on drip,so many tubes inserting into her body etc,

it jus aches me so much.

so much that right now to me,the most impt thing is her health.

i would trade everything i hv for her health.

pls get well soon (:

2007-03-18T03:01:00.000+08:00

its past midnight,and its sunday.

the monday blues already set in.

not that i dread work,in fact i'm quite enjoying it.

just that i miss my bed and (???)

anyways,saturday was well spent.

breakfast and lunch with mother,though i did most of the eating

dinner with sis, boyfriend, and specks.

and i dun understand why my sis loves the food from pastamania.

the portion was really small la.

din manage to catch "300" with sis they all.

cos their friends are tagging along,and my sis will start her matchmaking session.

seriously,very annoying.

im glad i gave it a miss,if not i wont be able to enjoy the nachos with specks.

try sitting on the floor in interchange like living in your own world.

its enjoying and the nachos tasted better!

summore cheap la compared to those cinemas one.

and specks!you better love the birthday gift!

cos i not even willing to spend it for myself.

make sure everytime u meet me, i wan to see it =D

if my cough was better,i could hv eaten up all the popcorn!

if sat was great,friday was fantastic.

sometimes even doing nothing,but with the right person,

everything will feel so right.

2007-03-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

sometimes i hope i hv more than 24 hours a day,so that i can

spend more time doing my own stuff!

but sumtimes i do feel that time passes so slow,and weekends seem so far.

so it will be better,

if i have more than 24 hours during weekends,

and maybe like 12 hours for weekdays?

ok, i wish, and thats the aftermath of working like cow for few days!

but my boss is nice la. asked me to take MC tml!

cos she will be taking leave too.

and hopefully,i will be free on gd friday =D

TIMES!

i think i have a big nose!

an annoymous mms this stating that its a view taken frm my workplace.

ck?

but i still feel that its nicer during night. ignore the basket,the reflection.

so cute that i she bu de to eat them up!

2007-03-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

the feeling of popping pills!

its really veri random.
i felt so proud of myself when i popped two pills that was meant for fever into my mouth today!
though it still one by one la.
but it makes me think of the past,when i was really so dumb la. i couldnt swallow pills! i would ended up choking or vomit everything out. it serious ok! cos the bitter taste made feel like vomitting. so my mum taught me how to crash,smash,or whatever the pill. But it was the past,and now i realise something:

i had grown up.
i ought to shld take care of myself
and people ard me (:

2007-03-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

I thought i should like at least update my blog now..b4 i'm tied up with work.
pretty busy with attachment recently. and my work is piling up!
today i was given like 10 big files to work thru with! and its very thick!
but surprisingly,i like to see high volume of work,cos it makes me feel so hardworking!
but staring at it,jus makes me feel sleepy.
so my colleague will always bring me to their "paradise"
and their ultimate aim is to make me die earlier la!

but food keeps me awake (=

speaking of food, reminds me of the dinner yday!

those were part of my effort ok!and my fav 2 dishes.

ok..look wise i know still hv room for improvement.

BUT

it was nice ok!

maybe cos haven go cook and fried it,tts y it dun look appetizing.

and try squeezing so much meat inside the "dao pok"

definitely needs some skills ok.

and my dad spent a whole afternoon doing it! and yet i was busy in e afternoon.

but he misses cooking together with me!

that call was sweet!

so.. later in e day i helped out,and i feed him some food!!

so old already,he still blush. and demand for more food.

anyway, the meet up with specks was definitely a nice one.

when two girls meet up,what can they do?

of cos,gossiping! ohh.and GUYS!

and..both of us enjoy eating too.

joke of the day:who wear clothes upside down?!

2007-03-03T04:02:00.000+08:00

wedding dinner at swissotel the stamford!

everything was good but the food there cant make it la.
except for the yummy dessert. and thats the reason i stayed till the end,jus to try it!

and we got this cute little bears. and it comes in a pair! so sweet that my sis tried to take whenever she saw someone left it there. the most irritating part was that she tried to put everything inside my bag! and so i was being labelled as the.. most.. cheapskate person. LOL.

and its sickening when people try to act cute. esp the one in the above pic. my stupid sister trying to act innocent and cute again. and obviously we dont look alike! its really quite sickening when people tot we are twins. Zzz.

Reasons why we dont look alike:

1) My hair is not that toot!

2) she likes to act cute.

3) her face is rounder.LOL

4) she gt a gong face

5) my dimple is on the left! she's on right.

anyways,after the dinner went to tamp to met up with these 2 crazy-nothing-better-to-do girls.and they stoned for a few hours jus to wait for me! told u,my dinner would finish late! and they were hving fun making fun of me.

a story created by specks: a third party came in between this couple.

and it applies to rz's situation.

but the prob is, whos actually the third party? (???)

and, i know how to blow big big bubble! (=

2007-03-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

i have the nicest daddy in the world! (=

2007-02-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

its tien gong day today! and as usual,yday stayed up to do some stuff and praying,not forgetting eating some food!

dinner was superb becos the company was great! lots of funny stuff happened too.

aw,and the beancurd,$1.20 per box! the most expensive beancurd i ever eaten.

i starting to feel that i live to eat,and not eat to live.

i craving for curry fish head again la!

BROTHERSISTERANDME!

2007-02-25T15:15:00.000+08:00

BROTHERSISTERANDME!

Picture speaks a thousand words;so let the pictures do the talking!

2007-02-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

its valentine's day!
seriously, i dun really care a lot abt vday
its not abt dates,its jus that i dont think wats wrong being single or what.
of cos there are pros and cons.
but nevertheless, i'm fine being single.

and novi's theory is that never go out with guys(friend) durin vday.
cos you wouldnt want to give them any hope or illusion that "im interested in you too"
but unless, u all are close or each other noes that its better to be friends or what.
and its hard when you hv to tink of reason not to being too harsh.

BUT,after saying so much this time round vday is different.
for the first time i bought some stuff for someone.
and its really considered last min shopping becos what i had planned to get went out of stock.

sometimes,i rather prefer to follow my heart than my brain.

2007-02-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

first day of ITP!
my boss treated us lunch!
in restaurant somemore.

1hr lunch became 2 hrs plus.
dunno how mani course meal.
shark fins etc etc.
wat a way to start off itp.

luckily i hv a companion there.
we managed to click off quite well.

but the guys there..i tink Zzz la.

2007-02-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

can someone kill me please?!

how am i suppose to go for my ITP like tt tml?!
but what to,wat done cannot be undone.

anyway yday went tamp!
as usual,got some stuff.
and saw moks.

and the jackpot not fun la!

ivan saw me on the bus!
he damn cute la,don sms me but msn when he reached home.
and he said he was standing beside me!

but he dun wanna call me or what.
and tt what he said "so near yet so far"
damn irritating la.

but i shall forgive him,since he said he said i'm really look damn innocent and cute. (???)
don laugh la.
kk,sth wrong with his eyes.
LOL

thats the first time someone like tt praise me can.
let me hppy for awhile lol.

2007-02-08T17:55:00.000+08:00

last paper today!

anddd...yay! everyone scream for freedom!!

after the paper, u could hear sentences like "wah lao.. if noe earlier dun study"
and u tot the paper was easy right?!

NONO.BIG FAT NO.

Cos it was the other way round. damn bloody hard.
almost nothing came frm the stuff we studied.
all were qns..not within the syllabus!
so what we studied,did not come out,yet shit came out.

BUT. one thing to be happy about is that..
ITS THE END OF EXAM!

few more days to attachment,and CNY!

actually..quite lazy to go for the attachment.
have to wear office wear,and dunno wat shit la.
they said i might find my love during attachment.
LOL.

if he's the MD i dun mind. =D

went to buy some stuff after paper.
and i was like a walking zoombie.so sleepy.
got myself that white blazer!and so tempted to get the red one. but..cant.
controltimes3!

I SAW VINCENT! the so called "yandao"
which i dun tink he is yandao la.
and to tink of the past..in TIMES he's the self declared yandao. and i'm the self declared pretty.
LOL.
but at least people do call me pretty but not him! LOL
its was really fun working eventhough it was tiring,
everyday we hv lots of thing to laugh about.

still rem our incident when a guy came to the booksales, queuing up,carrying a pair of shoes..came to the counter,and said he wans to change the size of the shoes!
and all of us were laughing la. he tot he came to METRO sales.
and he was so damn paiseh. lol.

anyway he's going back aus,and he will only be back at the end of year.
and he smsed me and told me (fill in the blank).

4 more days to ITP,10 more days to CNY!

2007-02-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

couldnt get to sleep!!!

i was tossing on my bed since 9plus.
a lot of stuff went thru my mind,abt attachment ah,cny ah,food ah.

FF was a headache. couldnt get anything into my head.
worst,was running abit of temperature.

anyway went to shopped yday!
bought stuff and guess what!

i bought 2 blazers of the same colour!
i nearly wanna kill myself. i could get another colour! the red one is cool,white one too!

too late to change,and the queue was like so long la.

oh ya. someone commented that i hv the career woman face! HAHA.

So anyone wanna buy the blazer?!?! contact me!
i shall give a very good offer.whats more the cutting of the blazer is quite unique. (=
shall post the pic soon.

2007-02-01T10:19:00.000+08:00

I guess later TA gonna be a killer paper.
after this paper,2 more to go.
and i can smell freedom. LOL

Yesterday,i still cant resisted the temptation of the soccer match.
Singapore VS Thailand.
And interesting stuff happened la.
Thailand players refused to play after the referee decided to give penalty to Singapore.
Its my first time seeing a team refused to play.
i mean,like wth? even u refused to play,the referee wont change his decision also.
and worst,the referee wont change his decision plus the fact u gotta risk of being disqualified.

in that situation,referee cannot change his decision.
if he changes, i guess next time everyone will learn from them.
like rebel rebel,den wont have penalty. Zzz.

anyway, the penalty almost saved by them la.lucky to singapore.

2007-01-29T05:19:00.000+08:00

soccer matches had been taking up too much of my time that i hv not much time for other stuff.

especially those 2 matches last night.
singapore was lucky. man u was brillant (=

and those notes like waiting for me to touch it.

i will! i have to,cos tues is the paper.

i logged in to friendster after so long and i realised its rotting.
and i decided to make my profile more simpler!
so lesser pic and words(=

life is full of unexpectation isnt it? just like how the actress xu wei lun passed away.
she worked so hard, and tadah,just passed away due to car accident.

ok,tts like so random.

frederick shocked me with a question jus awhile ago. He asked me rem wats the date we were together last time.

and i cant rem! i onli noe its somewhere in november. and he told me its 29ofNOv.at least im half right la.its like going 2 years ago since it happened.how time flies.

its not like i not sincere,but those will noe me well shld noe i dun really botherED about such stuff.and tt makes me really unromantic person.

anyway, some guys just turned me off so much.

apparently i dun like guys who tried so hard.

if i were to elaborate it,it would be too long.

to cut it short, those guys tt try to be Mr.Too.Nice.Guy please shoo away.

2007-01-28T11:18:00.000+08:00

rooney just made everything so right. (=

2007-01-24T02:18:00.000+08:00

Din really hv time to online, since i woke up at this stupid hour i shall blog before i get lazy!

Monday caught "Ghost Tunnel",and it was not bad.
Who says that horror movie cannot be nice? only we noes how to appreciate it. =D
And to think abt it,we caught quite a number of horror movies together. LOL.but i dun have the habit of keeping ticket,shall start doing that. let see,how mani horror movies we watch by the time we become old woman. Imagine,two old woman,hv dentures,wearing ahma clothes watching horror movie,and screaming out loud? correction,shld be rz the one screaming and covering half of her face!

Anyways,we did a face fortune telling.and it was quite accurate. But too bad,doesnt mention anything abt love.and focused a lot about my career. Rz one was quite accurate too.

Part of it was sth like "A born entrepreneur who is brave and adventurous. Entreprising in life,you deal with all financial matters with both head and heart. Your greatest asset is your ability to learn fastYou are therefore able to pick up various kind of skills and knowledge which will enhance your power and influence,thus bringing you success in your career as well s mking you delightful and intelligent person to talk to.Charming and cultivated,you move easily in social circles and seek the respect of others." (RZ SAID ITS TRUE!) =D.

Of cos,theres some negative parts la.but shall keep it a secret.

Its really true about "ri you suo shi,ye you suo meng" (In e day you tink of it,at night you dream of it) ?
kind of hair standing if it really happens.

2007-01-20T18:16:00.000+08:00

MAGIC IS VERY FUN!

watched a show,and its very amusing.
its about a taiwan magician doing some tricks.

he did something to the note.

first he drew a pair of sunglasses on the dollar note.

den the amazing part is when he rubbed the glasses,
and the glasses went up to the forehead

funny right. imagine sun yat sen wearing a sunglasses.

DEN the most amazing part is when the sunglasses disappeared from the note.
and a pair of real sunglasses(toy kind,small small one appeared).

i was laughing like mad la. i really amused by it can.
i tink he can get girl's attention by doing all tt tricks la.
sure can win a girl's heart.

but come to tink of it,quite dangerous to have magician as boyfriend.
imagine,he gave you a diamond,den if quarrel of wad,he do some funny stunt,
den the diamond will disappear frm your finger.
LOL.

*slaps forehead*

another trick i saw was,
he asked someone to open a coke,
den taste the coke,to make sure its real coke la.
den pour everything out.

next,he managed to do some stunt,den the coke looK like unopened.
the seal nv damaged or wad.
den he asked the person to open again.
and this time round,theres somemore coke!

aww.really eerie.

i wanna learn some magic and go show to those kids!

big match tonight! (=

2007-01-18T13:08:00.000+08:00

aha!

finally tml is the "last" day of school.

and i know where i posted to for attachment already =D

but the though of squeezing with people in the train,makes me sianhalf la.

my bioclock like so healthy.

now i sleep b4 12am.

usually b4 11pm,if nothing happens.

anyway,MA2 was damn screwed up.

oh.i guess i going for AHA che****** *******. =D

2007-01-16T11:37:00.000+08:00

i'm back!
for those who miss me,here i am,
for those who don miss me..too bad i'm here again (:

sorry for mia-ing for like a few weeks?

yes,lots of thing happened within this short period of time.
but den i realised life still goes on right?
guess,some parts of me still did notchange.
i wont hang on to sth that i noe its impossible.
i always believe when its time to let go,i will and i will move on too.

move,moving,moved.

no matter how,
sometimes i feel like i am running a race,that has no end finishing line.
but sumtimes i wish that there is no finishing line,if u r running with me.

youre perfect in my eyes.
you once made me feel like i'm the most fortunate girl in the world.
you can easily brought me to heaven.
i told you b4,i will spend e rest of my time to make u happy.
and i guess the last choice was to let you go.

nights were once miserable without you.
it was harder than i tot.
how i wish u were there to stroke my head,telling me everything gonna be orite.

what hurts was once being so close,hving so much to say.
and watching u walked away.

but though,
i fell harder this time, i stand up stronger (:
i still thanks him for everything.
we shared the memories that i don do it with other people.

if i was given a choice,i could choose one day to live over again,
it would still be the day i met you.

at least we still spent the 116 days

back to topic.
projects period over.
soon,will be the exam fever.

and those who stood by my side all these while.
you know who you are.
i really appreciated everything.
i'm still the missindependent la,don worry.

2006-12-22T15:27:00.000+08:00

you are the reason why i'm still holding on to it despite everything.

2006-12-21T09:39:00.000+08:00

~~he said he is coming!!~~

~~lets eat sweet potatoes 2gether. (:~~

~~it makes me an extra happy girl. really really. (=~~

2006-12-21T04:50:00.000+08:00

I would rather have five minutes of wonderful each day than a lifetime of nothing special.

-will you still love me in the morning?

2006-12-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

woke up at 2plus!
really a long long time since i woke up so late.
been waking up super earli despite hving a few hours of sleep.

especially yday la. woke up at 430!
jus to go all the way to amk.
and all of us stucked in the rain for like a few hours.
had mac at amk. and chilled wif them until 3 plus.
spent the whole morning and afternoon at amk.
stupid raymond.
but nvm la,not tt bad afterall.

damn shag and sleepy la.
wanting to sleep earlier.
but ended up managed to sleep ard 3 plus again.
guess its right,sleep is the best remedy la.

why people like to eat dinner on christmas eve?
sean,ray,sher,wongg,vernon,jason all asking me to eat dinner!
and worst case,sher ask me to acc him cycle ard.
not i don wan la.but i not very skillful. LOL
but its hard to ask me out on christmas la.
unless u r someone impt.
cos i dun cel christmas.and its damn crowded one la.

and why is everyone asking me abt the penguin? LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!
GROW UP LE.
DON ATTITUDE ME AGAIN. (:

my three little wishes

2006-12-18T04:54:00.000+08:00

ohh.
i hving supper comes breakfast at this hour.
you know,i dun like to waste food.
its sinful.but its sinful to eat this hour also.

i love to eat.
its really tempting.
and if this carries on, i tink i will be growing side way ah.

horrible evening.
with cramps.
long time since i felt this way.

finally. 4 days more.
please don get used to the fact we are not meeting often.
don get used to it pls.

2006-12-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

the sun is scorching outside,
but why is my heart raining?

2006-12-16T04:07:00.000+08:00

edited;

ITS AFTER 12!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SIS!
HOPE U GET PRETTIER DEN ME OK?!

girlsdayout;

i finally willing to step out of my comfy hse cos of her ok.
wanted to go Settler's Cafe and enjoy the board game etc.
but ended up we went ard tampines to find that pathetic reversi.
so finally,we saw it at isetan!
very big ok.

we are reversi addicts. =D

then to cityhall.
went tcc and had our lunch!
we were starving can.
and you know wad,seldom gt guys can catch my attention.

but tell you all,theres a cute guy in TCC!
saw him b 4 when i went there a few weeks ago.
however,tink we were too busy wif our reversi den to pay attention on him la.

HAHA.

anw, girls who like guys that look like Yu Wen Le,and speak perfect english
can go tcc and see him.

LOL.

anyway,chilled there and went to get some stuff.
and we realised something.
we are practising self-discipline.
we dun shop,so we wont see things that we like.
and we can save money on more impt thing! right girl?

we were abit brain stucked todae.
cant manage to tink of where to go nowadays.
don worry, i will make it a better day next time.

i always will have a nice sleep after your call.
but the reverse effect if sth happens.
i not affected by how the length of e convo.
i jus dun wan us to end our day wif no communication.
its weird w/o communication isnt it?

its always extremely sweet to hear you say gd nite.
and i will not get sick of it!really really.

and

i care abt the quality.not abt the quantity.

=D =D
silly boy.
i will be too glad to hear your voice than to be unhappy.

I KNOW I WILL HAVE A NICE SLEEP =)

REVERSI'SADDICTS

2006-12-15T09:34:00.000+08:00

early in the morning and im blogging! though i jus blog 7 hrs ago.
and i'm enjoying my breakfast,sunnysideup! =D.
it had already made my day.
and of cos my daily dosage-voice of love.
not exactly love,more like a voice that comprises of
tired,why r u callin me,dun feel like waking up,i wan to sleep more feeeling.

nevertheless,its love to me okay!

when you're in gd mood,everything is gd.
ok,looks like i'm talking rubbish.

what is happiness?
do happiness really fluctuates?

for me,
happiness is best defined when i'm with you.
something that cannot be traded by anything in this world.
even can,i dun wan also.

you love,cos u simply cant help it.

2006-12-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

aww..
wongg!! actually took my words very seriously.
we were chatting.and i just casually said i feel like eating pizza.
cos the ad was tempting me la.

and i'm really surprised.
when i went to buy dinner,
i saw him waiting for me wif the pizza.
came all e way frm west to east.
ok,i noe. he gt car.
so inconvenient rating drop 2 points.

anyways, too bad the pizza already quite cold.
and guess wads the first thing that came to my mind?

"i wanna share it wif spiderman!"

LOL.
nevertheless i appreciate it.
cos i gt to eat the pizza!
so lets forget it .
HAHA.

you will always be my nicey fren ok! (=

and spideyspidedyspidey.
pig heart you.

as we continue our life journey.

2006-12-12T17:39:00.000+08:00

wooo.
IE 7 damn screwed la.
gave me lot of probs.
i wasnt able to access my blog for like dunno how many days.
cos of the scripted thingy.
and finally, i hv the time and patience to solve it.
so..ya finally!

changed a new skin,cos theres sth wrong with the previous one.

and i had a bad day la.
my sleep was disturbed by some particular guy.
he deserve a tight slap from me.
imagine,you hv to wake up at 6am in the morning,
imagine,u tried so hard to sleep and
after 2 hrs of sleep,someone called you, talked nonsense
and ended the call.

i would only be specially glad to receive your call if you are someone i care.

uhha.
end of episode right?
nooooo.
cos i eventually fell asleep again.
when i woke up,i was late for school la.
so i tried to prepare abit faster.
and i succeed,faster by 10 mins (= .

i tot i was super la.
but ended up, i forgot to bring my notes for my test.
i forgot to bring wallet out.
but i'm lucky! i had 3 golden coins in my pocket.
enough for me to take to school.
save my trip back.
so i rushed,
reached school.
realised that class was in a way "cancelled".
i could hv skip the 830lesson and come to sch on 2pm for my test.

and i had my most expensive sausage and egg la.
10 bucks.
;( ;(
for once i hate it so much.

i need sayang.

test was --------------------
and the stupid BC WONG.
turtle.

other than today,
past few days were orite.
sickrecovered.sickrecovered.
pig at home watching "SILENCE".

and sometimes i jus miss him more
wondering what he is doing etc.

ever have you experience,

the first thing on your mind when you wake up every morning and the last thing you think about every night before you close my eyes is the same person?

cos of you,i have.

IN CASE YOU ALL MISS ME! (=

2006-12-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

To the world you may be someone, but to someone you may be the world. (=